After work Cindy and I went to dinner in one of the better restaurants in town. We were joined by Christopher her youngest son. I had a pasta dish with sweet Italian sausage, cream and mushrooms, that was almost sinful. I was able to only finish half of it and took the rest home. Cindy is having it for lunch today at...

Canadians DEVASTATED. For all the life-saving technology and drugs available to Americans, the U.S. health care system has serious problems. Many medications, especially prescription drugs, are prohibitively expensive. Quality of care varies widely from hospital to hospital and region to region. The cost of individual or family health insurance policies are on the rise (more than $4,000 per...

Okay...so I kind of want to start a discussion here. What the hell is up with hardcore bondage porn? And I am talking about...where the girls are all strung up and the ropes are so tight that their body is squeezing out in weird places...   I mean, I am completely down with ball gags, and leashes, and hand and feet restraints, and whips and all of that shit. But what is up...

So, this is what happened... A while ago I posted about Mackenzie (my unborn child) and her kidney. I used the new feature to also post it on Facebook. Little did I know that everybody who was on my Facebook could not only read that entry, but my WHOLE diary. I don't ever make my entries private and very rarely do I make them friend's only. I didn't realize that...

I'm sure many of you have noticed that there's been a deluge of spam accounts being created on OD over the last few weeks.  As one of our Admins has said, we're suffering from a bit of a spamdemic. One of the unfortunate consequences of being a site with thousands of visitors is that spammers think they can drive extra traffic to...

I always need a window. That's why I do it. I flirt with strangers, I make them want me, I keep them on a shelf. They collect dust, but they don't mind. And things fall apart and I need help finding all the pieces and they are the first to look. They are always the first to look for me. They are friends or exes or almost-strangers, but for some reason they want to save me and fix me and be the...

The drum lost it's beat and the little boy hung his head.  Hair whisping in the wind and dripping with the sweat and tears of frustration.  And he sat there like a solo song playing in the wind.  His mind ripping through the aria like a forgotten crescendo.  But the curses, they came from his fingertips and they tapped the leather of the drum. Hot accusations of...

My mind has been riddled and tormented with fears annoyances and things in our world that bother me endlessly.  I wont pretend to be a well spoken writer here, because I'm not.  I don't even know what punctuation mark should have gone there.. semi colon?  I don't even know what a semi colon does.. is semi colon hyphenated?  The only reason I know how to spell hyphenated...

So, since mike noted, I can now write again. I tried to go to bed much earlier.  Been having bad headaches lately.  But sadly, I couldn't sleep.  So, I'm here to write. I find myself disappointed.  With everything. Sometimes I can't help but feel disappointed with existence.  I guess growing up, you always expect there to be something more to life.  You always...

   i dont own any of this....