(written in paper journal..internet hated me for a while)

Today I have duty and I was CRANKY. Just in a work funk. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to be away from James any more. And I REALLY wanted to throw bricks at people's heads today. Especailly this waste of space KP. I LOVE how he's allowed to write EVERYONE ELSE up but doesn't hold himself up to the same standards.

Do not piss Melanie off when she's already having a bad day. Gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr

And when I tried to talk to this...child about how messed up it was leaving me to clean up his cluster fuck of a mess - he laughed at me and said I didnt' have anything better to do than do his job.

Oh I don't fucking think so. No supervisor...she decided to take vacation and didn't bother mentioning it to me...not that she really needed to ask or tell me...just a courtasy...ESPECIALLY SINCE I HAVE A DOC APPT TOMARROW!

So I broke the rule and jumped the chain. It's not like Maya would listen anyway. MC said he'd take care of it and it's awsome.

Ok. Vegging now.